Thursday, December 4, 2014

A Moment.

As I got off the hospital shuttle after work today and walked to my car in the ghetto parking lot in downtown KC, I had such an overwhelming feeling come over me that Heavenly Father is completely aware of me and my life. It came out of nowhere. It was a very short, but very powerful and personal moment with the spirit in which very specific moments and feelings were brought before my eyes. These moments were coupled with the feeling that He knows, He understands, and He has placed me in certain situations in my life not because I want to be in them or asked for them, but because He trusts me to do His work. He knows I can be better, He knows I want to be better, and He knows the way.

The moment was quick, as this post will be. But it was needed. I get so overwhelmed some days with all that is on my emotional plate. And this was almost like a quick text from my papa saying, "Don't worry, I know. Just trust me, because I trust you."

I quickly remembered that I already know how to be happy. I already know how to find and feel the purest feeling of peace. And that all this time, I was never meant to do anything alone.

He knows. He is aware. And it's all because He loves us.